this time i will do it

Well, where do i start?
I have tried many diets before, and this time I WILL DO IT!!!!!
There has always been some other reason to not do it, my other half being ill (he has had 2 transplants), work being manic and busy, etc etc, i have tried and failed, this time I will NOT fail!!!!!
I have made it my goal in 2011 to do this, i joined a slimming group the week between xmas and new year, i couldnt stay for the meetings and had no support from the consultant so i decided i needed to join a different one my sister in law Louise  (might as well be, we have been with the boys 10 and 8 years but just not got round to marrying them!!!) had recently started a new group not too far from where i live, i always said i fancied going, but dreaded getting on the scales in front of a family member, but in a way it will keep me going, i cannot fail when i have let someone i know see my weight, so i had to bite the bullet and go, i knoew it was the way forward for me, and it would keep me on track.
So last night i joined, bought a countdown and have all the food etc in my cupboards ready to do it, i have a lot to do it for, i want to go in a shop and chose the clothes i want to wear because i like them, not because they fit, i know it will be a long road as i have alot to lose, but i will get there this time, there is something different and i cannot put my finger on what it is, but something is, and i will do this for myself, no one else, for me, so watch this space!!!!!